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To anyone who actually follows me for some reason, I have decided to slowly remove old and personal art.
DA is slowly killing itself and feel it'd be best to clean house early on instead of just jumping ship all at once.
I will be leaving my group stuff up until, if and when, I decide to leave DA after the groups I'm in decide to close down.
Will still be here, but DA will be strictly group art.
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2019 recap
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I have been seeing everyone posting art they did during 2019 and expressed how that year went for them, but in all honesty, I don't really have, well, anything to post.
Things have been hard this year for many reasons that I am never really comfortable expressing. Nothing horrible or anything for concern, just... things have been hard.
On the plus side, I now work from home and I don't have to take a nearly 2 hour bus anymore to work. On the downside... I dunno. I have never really found jobs I actually like. I am thankful for the job, don't get me wrong, but at the same time, I don't like it. But oh well.
Art wise, this year, I have been experimenting on backgrounds a lot and perspective.
I don't know what 2020 will bring, and I don't like making resolutions, since they never come true, but I would like to try and learn to drive.
Yeah, I know. Kind of a boring recap, but I never really had much to talk about to begin with.
Here's a 2020.
Things have been hard this year for many reasons that I am never really comfortable expressing. Nothing horrible or anything for concern, just... things have been hard.
On the plus side, I now work from home and I don't have to take a nearly 2 hour bus anymore to work. On the downside... I dunno. I have never really found jobs I actually like. I am thankful for the job, don't get me wrong, but at the same time, I don't like it. But oh well.
Art wise, this year, I have been experimenting on backgrounds a lot and perspective.
I don't know what 2020 will bring, and I don't like making resolutions, since they never come true, but I would like to try and learn to drive.
Yeah, I know. Kind of a boring recap, but I never really had much to talk about to begin with.
Here's a 2020.
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No ships
2 min read
It's really weird to think about, and dumb, but I genuinely don't think I will ever be in an oc ship unless it's my own ocs. It's just really weird to me and I have a huge damn fear of being creepy, since I'm older than many people in groups. If they're mini crushes, sure. So long as we know nothing is gonna progress. Ever.
I love other people's ships, but I just genuinely feel uncomfy with my own ships. If I ever did have a ship, it'd have to be with someone I am super duper chill with and will be understanding if we decide to end the ship.
Oddly enough, the only other ship I would possibly do is the toxic/doomed ship where there'll be a e definite end to the relationship and is strictly for character development. But again, ONLY with people I am super duper chill with.
Why am I writing this? I don't know. Just felt like rambling about a thing regarding ocs.
If you like ships, that's cool, if you don't, that's cool too. If you like to make your ocs suffer, send me a link so I may read about allll their suffering. Just kidding.
Happy HCs and RPs.
I love other people's ships, but I just genuinely feel uncomfy with my own ships. If I ever did have a ship, it'd have to be with someone I am super duper chill with and will be understanding if we decide to end the ship.
Oddly enough, the only other ship I would possibly do is the toxic/doomed ship where there'll be a e definite end to the relationship and is strictly for character development. But again, ONLY with people I am super duper chill with.
Why am I writing this? I don't know. Just felt like rambling about a thing regarding ocs.
If you like ships, that's cool, if you don't, that's cool too. If you like to make your ocs suffer, send me a link so I may read about allll their suffering. Just kidding.
Happy HCs and RPs.
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Final HCs for my circus characters
3 min read
Decided to do a small final HC of what happened to my 3 characters from circus Darkrai
Vincent:
I honestly wished I could have done more with him. He had so much potential, but in the end sort of fell short of the other 2. I had wanted to give him a small growth arc for the final event, but work and motivation got in the way. :' D I'm sorry Vinny. I wub you so much!
Vincent was a sad man and had a lot of sad baggage. He fought with depression a lot and kept going for the sake of his former partner and friend, Phelps. During the event, Vin would have fallen in to an all time low and at one point, would have chosen to stay in one of the doors, having no ambition for survival. So maybe he chose to remain lost forever in a maze of flowers.
If not, and continued to go with everyone, the pain of knowing they jumped so far into the future, and losing the final link of his old life, Phelps, Vin would probably succumbed to his depression. Empty and alone, with only a rockruff to keep him company.
Not everyone can get a happy ending. :' )
As much as I liked Vin, I dunno if I will use him again. Maybe if I changed him a bit. We'll see.
Yurei:
Ah, Yurei, my problem child and favorite little firecracker dork.
As mush as Yurei would swear loyalty to Mr. Dark, if you could have even the smallest chance of having you life back, would you take it? As thankful as he is to the man for sparing his life, Yurei knows he was nothing. So with the small chance in all the confusion, Yurei abandoned everything he owned. His research, his belongings, the people he knew. Well, almost everyone. If there was one person he would tell, it would have been Remus. For he promised him that he wouldn't leave his side willingly. Sadly, choosing to leave, he would have to tell him so. Maybe even ask if he wanted to come.
He would live in constant fear of his backfire returning, and completely avoid towns if a circus came to visit.
He would return to his love of research and study everything that has happened after arriving in a different time, becoming an avid researching, traveling all around.
I may use Yurei for something else. You never know.
Dorian:
Lord, this man. This wicked, evil, volatile man.
What happened to him?
Will I keep him around?
You bet your sweet ass.
Vincent:
I honestly wished I could have done more with him. He had so much potential, but in the end sort of fell short of the other 2. I had wanted to give him a small growth arc for the final event, but work and motivation got in the way. :' D I'm sorry Vinny. I wub you so much!
Vincent was a sad man and had a lot of sad baggage. He fought with depression a lot and kept going for the sake of his former partner and friend, Phelps. During the event, Vin would have fallen in to an all time low and at one point, would have chosen to stay in one of the doors, having no ambition for survival. So maybe he chose to remain lost forever in a maze of flowers.
If not, and continued to go with everyone, the pain of knowing they jumped so far into the future, and losing the final link of his old life, Phelps, Vin would probably succumbed to his depression. Empty and alone, with only a rockruff to keep him company.
Not everyone can get a happy ending. :' )
As much as I liked Vin, I dunno if I will use him again. Maybe if I changed him a bit. We'll see.
Yurei:
Ah, Yurei, my problem child and favorite little firecracker dork.
As mush as Yurei would swear loyalty to Mr. Dark, if you could have even the smallest chance of having you life back, would you take it? As thankful as he is to the man for sparing his life, Yurei knows he was nothing. So with the small chance in all the confusion, Yurei abandoned everything he owned. His research, his belongings, the people he knew. Well, almost everyone. If there was one person he would tell, it would have been Remus. For he promised him that he wouldn't leave his side willingly. Sadly, choosing to leave, he would have to tell him so. Maybe even ask if he wanted to come.
He would live in constant fear of his backfire returning, and completely avoid towns if a circus came to visit.
He would return to his love of research and study everything that has happened after arriving in a different time, becoming an avid researching, traveling all around.
I may use Yurei for something else. You never know.
Dorian:
Lord, this man. This wicked, evil, volatile man.
What happened to him?
Will I keep him around?
You bet your sweet ass.
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no more Core
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After thinking about it for a while, I've decided to not renew my Core. I'm not on here as much as I used to, and I just don't have time for art. :'0
Hopefully things will get better later on and I can opt to work from home when I fix a certain issue.
I'll miss you core, and not having to deal with ads. But I want to save a few bucks for now.
Hopefully things will get better later on and I can opt to work from home when I fix a certain issue.
I'll miss you core, and not having to deal with ads. But I want to save a few bucks for now.
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